Reality check

Oh my goodness. Where has the time gone?! I cannot believe its been so long since I last posted on here. I am truly sorry. I promise I am going to get back to my regular blogging.

I started this blog to talk out some of what goes on in my head, (always chaos up there, haha) in the hope my stress, troubles experience would help others.

My mind is a constant stream of thoughts, and not always related. I jump from life problems, to relationships to home decorating dilemas and back again. I’m sure I’m not alone.

This year has been crazy! I’m sure I’m not the only one who started this year with the thought-“this year, I am going to do what makes ME happy! This will be my year…” Boy were we wrong huh! Who would have predicted a global pandemic to put all our world on pause.

All is quiet

I do think however, within the lockdown, throughout the distancing from everyone we care about, we have all had a major reality check. I know I took so much for granted BC (before covid) .

I have a massive family. Mum, Dad, Brothers, sisters, neices, nephews, cousin, aunts and uncles…….and friends,Who I rarely see. Now I can’t see!

If I really think about the amount of lives that have been taken by covid, and how many people who have missed out on final goodbyes because of covid, my heart truly aches. I myself lost a family friend to cancer during lockdown, and none of us could see her. The regret of times I hadn’t made more effort will haunt me.

……. So when all this is done, when we have a vaccine, and normal life can resume. I for one will not be taking anyone for granted. My new ambition is to show everyone in my life how much I care and treasure them.

2021….. My year to show love.

Thanks for reading,

Love B xx