Hello 2020

So this year…. Has not been the best for me. Tonight…. I am sat here feeling pretty crappy. I am sure a lot of the people are the same, probably worse, but I am reflecting on me. I need to be a little selfish here……. Sorry!

It has been an up hill battle, most days. Its been hard to not be able to explain well enough to the people around me how iv felt. Its been hard to not be able to act on my thoughts…. Because, I don’t know what I want. Its been hard to just get on with my day to day. I have felt tapped and isolated and lost. Then to feel like I may getting somewhere… To have everything fall apart again. Ce la vie

At the end of 2019, I don’t know who I am anymore, so how can I know what I want?!

This new year I will act. I will let my heart and feelings guide me. I won’t over think every tiny thing. I’ll enjoy the moments, they are what is real.

I won’t care what people will think or what they will say. I will just let ME out. Let me find myself, love myself and improve myself.

Everyone’s goal…. To Live you’re best life.

So I want to do that, not fake it! I want to do it!

2020….. Please be kind to me.

Happy new year to you all. I hope you all find what you are looking for ??